Life

2006-06-30T14:02:00.000+08:00

Ah yes!!!!!!!!!! exams are finally over.. i am a happy guy, real happy. i am not gonna worry bout the results just yet..dunch wanna know ... ignorance is bliss, healthy, and unstressful. predictably, i haven't mugged as much as i had initially wanted to (damn world cup), but the papers seems straight-forward enough. there aren't many trick questions... or maybe i have not studied enough to get tricked...hmmm... now i am a bit worried.
I am hoping to get at least a B in all my sub, but i think i may have to settle for less, knowing my incompetence at memory-work and all. especially econs... yes, i think i would be lucky if the teacher marking it will live to tell the tale of that horrible experience. in fact, i think my best shot at getting a score anywhere decent is GP( weird eh?) considering that it IS free expression and all.I dun think my essays gonna be a prob, but my summary and comprehansion is a bit worrying. I dun think my analyzing skills are up to mark yet and my summary is a lottery. its hit-or-miss kindda work. Kindda gloom, duncha think?
By the way, i changed the background music.. the previous one was nice, however, was too large and can only be heard once before needing to wait yet another hour if one wants to listen again. so i uploaded a smaller file which was like 9kb. compared to the previous 3000kb monster. no more mp3 files, too huge.

2006-06-11T19:38:00.000+08:00

Prediction for WC, france 1st, germany2nd, brazil 3rd, spain 4th. dun think it will come to pass. but dat's juz me. henry top scorer... watch this space

2006-06-09T19:04:00.000+08:00

I decided to post a new entry knowing that i have not posted for a long time,
as the not so famous law of a certain deputy-principal of a certain Catholic school in Singapore states that the closer one gets to the exams, the less life we will have, not ceteris paribus, for you will have no life regardless of what you do. The same theory also assumes that one would join one will legoins of the undead, and the only life we will ever get is night life... as in, burn midnight-oil life.
ok, he did not exactly say that, but we would assume he did, or he would have, ceteris paribus. for his lameness is greater than mine, and far greater than any mortal could achieve, and sadly, i could do with some more of his lameness now that exams come closer. he just have a soothing aura to all who are stressed, depressed, or simply tired. making you burst into uncontrolled laughter in times of fear. This is a graet gift that maybe no one else could match.. *note, i said maybe, i have a slight tinkling that the opposite is true, so just take this as a claim, fiction, watever*
So having said that, also note that i will not be posting for quite sometime.. i am a busy man, too bad.

Anyway, this summer has been rather eventful. i pon judo grading, pon judo camp, pon a certain lecture that was late in the day. i also skipped alot of TV shows and my time online is almost halved. To put things into perspective, BP is same belt as me.
This signifys 3 things, i get suan, lckns get suan, bp wishing that he did not suan due to painful consequences he might face. in total, i visited 5 ppl's house for various reasons. In one of my visits, i came across a hyperactive toddler who chased me around the house before giving up and falling alsleep on the floor. yes, she slept on the floor. in another one, a hyperactive dog who went in circles and circles. like a merry-go-round. the dog was kind-of cute, and a kind-of sad story. something like being locked in a cage and neglected by its previous owner. it should be thankful that it has this two things going for em. any other dog that has the audacity to lick my socks will get kicked over the horizon, no questions. i think the dog don't really liked visitors, jumping around me and my friend like some deranged ..er.. dog.
barking, yelping, growling.. watever. if not for the fact that it was a puppy. maybe it could end in tragedy. something along the line of the dog being killed for its er.. moronity. another sadder ending that could happen if the dog was not a puppy could be that me and my fren would be dead, killed by a frenzy canine. eeks!. maybe i shud be the one who is thankful....
anyway, the rest of the summer, if i am not wrong, would be more boring than the first part... time to mug for the common test!!!

2006-06-09T18:55:00.000+08:00

i am happy

2006-05-25T21:40:00.000+08:00

I am a boring guy with consistently with a wry smile. u noe y? i tell u, coz i m stressed, stress out with studies, families, crushes, schoolworks, cca. life suxs to the core when you are under pressure.. u go crazy and crazy stuff soon happens. yes, its dat bad. Especially in my love life, u wanna noe why?
i tell you why. but u will never understand coz its retarded. it involves more than the optimum number of girls who do not noe each other "thankfully".
here goes the retarded story, i like girl A whom I fancy who does not noe i lyke her cos i nvr had the chance to tell her that i lyke her, and amazingly, this is the least of my problems. there is girl B who thinks i lyke her but i dun, n she is avoiding me for that reason. there is also a girl C who is a friend of mine but no sparks btween us. situation C is the most retarded as it started when some genius thinks i lyke her n( think is a weak word, believe would be better), n no matter wat i say, refuses to think otherwise, told another genius who must have somehow decided that me having an A level to tackle is not such a big issue, excited my life significantly by telling the rest of the world. Now i have in my hands, 3 girls, 2 misunderstandings, one a hoard of retarded classmates who poke fun at me due to the second genius. More importantly,( or retardedly) i do not noe how girl C feels, and i do not dare to ask her in case feelings are hurt. more importantly, its idiot and i have no balls to ask her. I have decided to kill the two geniuses via the most cruel way possible. Regrettably, i also do not have the balls to kill em, leaving me severly disgrunted and feeling extremly idiotic at a moronic situation where my crush is not my only problem.....

2006-05-09T16:53:00.000+08:00

omg, i slept 3 hrs yesterday nite... did some work, played some games ... blogging... going to sleep now..(5 pm!!!!!)

2006-05-06T23:18:00.000+08:00

New Skin, cos the previous one is to cool for my liking- techno, fire and all. i prefer more power and a darker theme. Something more vast, more mysterious.

2006-05-05T20:16:00.000+08:00

OMG! i have not been getting enough sleep!!!! I am drowsy everyday and I find myself drifting in and out of dreamland during lessons. and more than once i have switched to the infamous "screensaver mode" where i stare blankly into space, oblivious to all that surrounds me. (Got into trouble a few times with a certain teacher). Chasing after buses just to get to school on time is becoming a routine and is increasingly worrying. Arggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh yeah, today played one round of "big two" in class, *yes in class, with bicycle cards somemore, and if you don't already know, we "bu pa si* and we were bored...* my hand consist of three twos, two aces, a flush and two other lame cards. won in like 4 rounds. i i think one guy didn't eve get to clear a single card, how rare is that?
Screwed up maths presentation, going to screw up physics test..."bloomin" qn asks, "define systematic error" .....like i kare...
ok, cock for about 100 words, no free now

2006-04-27T20:01:00.000+08:00

Ok, maybe i am too negative. contrary to what the theme of the blog may suggest, " that i am funny, full of life, cheerful..blah, blah, blah...... the opposite seems to be so. Perhaps so, but it is also true to say that i downloaded the template as the colour looks cool, so if anyone is misguided( not too many i hope), a thousand apologies. One must also realise that i write what i feel like and lacking sleep everyday since i was posted to SRJC does not help my cause too much. but nevermind that as perhaps slamming everything that does not goes well with me is a tad too much so i shall be more positive from now on.
For starters, i shall name 5 things i am positive about this year.
1)Joel did not make it to CJC.(nvm the fact i didn't as well but it makes it less bitter as he scored better than me)
2)I am posted to SRJC( Joel is in YJ mwhahahaha.!!!!!!!!!!!)
3)I get to join judo as cca, albeit temporary (joel dun get to join boxing haha)
4)Arsenal is in champions league final( but may not take part next year, but heck! )
5)Made new friends ( okay, the last one was desperate, but my new friends are great people, so its worth mentioning nonetheless)

more to come......i hope
btw, for those of you who think i am lame... well.... wat can i say?

2006-04-25T21:20:00.000+08:00

Going for brown belt.. blue looks too "not serious"

2006-04-24T18:10:00.000+08:00

Judo rawks. just felt like saying it

2006-04-20T21:56:00.000+08:00

Went Chinatown today. Yes it was fun, yes I realised I dat I know alot less than i shud know about my culture, and yes i was wrong when i said it wud be a complete waste of time. It was still a waste of time though. not completely, it was insightful, but still a waste of time nonetheless. The trip on the whole was quite okay except maybe for one or two blips where we actually lost the teacher. Yes, interesting situation where the entire group is there except for the person-in-charge. The class was in its usually irritating cheerful mood, (wait, let me clarify this, its not that the class is irritating for being cheerful, or them being cheerfully irritating, but its just that when my class is cheerful, they do stupid and irritating stuff. btw, teenagers are usually like that), doing stuff beyond mortal comprehansion. ie. playing with termites on a dying tree and getting some on his bag, putting ice down the back of a 6-foot, 120kg, volatile guy who could squash him like an ant in no time, and inccuring my wrath by insulting MY Arsenal who just won a champions league match and his Newcastle is on the brink of relegation. Then again, like i said, they ARE after all, teenagers, and i will let it go in case i do something like that myself, you know, stupid stuff, and i need a laugh.
Anyway, our heritage IS important and i got some knowledge today, albeit forcefully as i am moody and in no mood for field trips today. maybe i should be more open but considering the amount of stress i am under recently, logic has no place in my mind. Yes, life is especially sad when you are moody.
Anyway, we had dinner afterwards and i tried to be cheerful, yes i really did, but artificial cheerfulness is tiring and any attempts at being stupid will not take its greatest effect. Like when everybody was mixing up food(stupid stuff), chilli ashes and all in peanut soup, but when i tried to add mutton, they decided fun was over and no more food shud be added. Yes, they detected that my attempt to be stupid was not stupid as i was simply copying the previous guy and decided i was not fun when not everyone is being stupid. But at least i tried, so i left chinatown a bit less moody knowing that i tried. sian. i hope tommorow wil be better. Well, at least my mood will improve...i hope.

2006-04-19T20:29:00.000+08:00

Revamp site, rearranged positions, and got a cbox.

We saw you

2006-04-17T20:49:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was easter Sunday. I heard a very inspiring, heart rendering song, just wanted to share with you guys the chourus, cos it touched my heart. Be strong in the walk with God.

Chorus from the song
' He Saw You '
words by Pacer Tan

He saw you
while He was on the cross
He said 'Its worth it,
You justify the cost'
So HE stayed right there
and withstood the pain
To cover our sin and shame.

He saw you
while He was on the cross
He said I love you,
I came to save the lost
Just believe my child
and then you'll see
What you could be in me, in me.'

'Bridge'
He was bruised for our transgressions
Mocked and whipped, He was forsaken
Sent to die by His own creation
So how could we ask for salvation?

2006-04-15T10:17:00.000+08:00

Joining judo as external....i promised Boon Ping i wud do dat.. must keep it. Now juz waiting for approval

2006-04-10T20:14:00.000+08:00

My day:
1:00am. Arsenal lost 2-0 to Man United
6:20am. Woke up
6:45am. Missed bus
6:55am. Caught a taxi
7:15am. Reach School ($6 gone)
8:00am. Econs group presentation...i present..i was half alsleep
9:00am. 2.4km... clocked 12min something..i was 3/4 alsleep
10:00am. Touched bird shit
10:30am. Math lecture struggled to stay awake..99%alseep
11:30am. Lunch. Dunno why bought chilli fish, too spicy, drowned 2 cups of water..woke up abit
1:30pm. Econs lecture, almost fell alsleep, could not, sat at corner, teacher was staring at me.99.999% alsleep
2:30pm. tried to stay awake by strangulation. worked. left a mark on my tie
3:30pm. went crazy
5:30pm. told by techer pw ip (cannot make it)
6:45pm. reached home, only to find out i forgot to bring keys..fell alsleep
7:10pm. mum came and let me in
Now:blogging
Later:PW, Physics, Math and GP tutorials. Study for chinese/ Econs/ Math tests

This day will always be remembered as the longest day of my life.
Moral of the story, never watch arsenal vs. manchester utd at 12 in the morning when ou have school next day. boy am i beat! Need to borrow notes to copy...

2006-03-24T16:06:00.000+08:00

DICS result, i am a concluder...same personality as Napolean. cool!

2006-03-23T20:25:00.000+08:00

i seem to be able to get away with not studying for any exams for the past 10 yrs, they say i shuld start, but how exactly would i noe how to study if i never tried to before?????

2006-03-21T18:06:00.000+08:00

i kindda miss sji, the place, the air, the teachers, my buddies, bro mike n his lame jokes, morning prayers, the library...

2006-03-20T17:49:00.000+08:00

going for brown belt.... i need some kind of a closure

2006-03-19T11:23:00.000+08:00

frens are there for all of us, for always... the beauty of human relationships....people are so complex

2006-03-17T18:05:00.000+08:00

blue's gone... i wonder why?

2006-03-13T15:39:00.000+08:00

wasted an hour of my life deciding where to go today...mental note to self> never go out unless i know where i m going...

2006-03-10T22:22:00.000+08:00

its friday n still no response.. sianz.. maybe stay in sr.. even if they call, i might juz stay... there is more to life than SJI.. plus i made great friends here...
btw, orientation rawks.. except for the food... the wat the heck! its camp food!!! And this most likely will mark the end of my judo career, dropping it for GOOD...( there wasn't much of one.. a few tourneys here and there)... welcome life!!!

2006-03-08T20:46:00.000+08:00

its wednesday and still no response.... my fingers are kept crossed for so long that they are getting numb... is sr really my true destination?

2006-03-07T17:36:00.000+08:00

ok.. i m now an sr student bar a miracle... it won't stop me from hoping though.. there is more to life than waking up 5 every morning.

2006-02-28T20:52:00.000+08:00

ever wondered when they say a bottle of milk is 99% fat-free, is it really just 1% fat, or outta a hundred bottles, 99 is fatless, and one's full of oil?

2006-02-20T19:22:00.000+08:00

ok, i have done all i can to go cjc ( except maybe score a b3 for english for o'levels an actually getting a better L1r5?) now all i can do is cross fingers n pray......hope i get in....

2006-02-15T13:28:00.000+08:00

I am still feeling depressed over my really poor results. I seem to think about it, and whether i can make it to cjc. the prospect seems dimmer as the days go by. their cut-off pts is now around 12, which is a whooping 4 pts diff from what i have after minusing off cca pts and affliation pts. Plus even gary, the damn pro guy from AES was rejected for PAE, after he also got 20 pts. Now i really need to pray hard. damn hard. and hope my resume can overcome the 4 pts gap. if not, i really screwed it up dis time.

2006-02-10T17:34:00.000+08:00

diao, o' level get L1R5 get 20...

My crappy results r as follow
Crap~o'level~prelim~target~
English ~c6~b3~b3~
Emaths ~a2~a2~a1~
Amaths ~b3~c6~b4~
Elective ~b3~c5~b4~
Chinese ~b3~n/a~n/a~
Chemistry ~b3~b4~a2~
Biology ~b3~a3~a2~
Physics ~b3~c6~gave up on it~

My target was to get 14, kindda off. daio, no need physics get b3, those need one still get b3, and bloody crap the most important one actually doubled the prelim grade... Wanted to go either, ny, sa or cj, but now kindda impossible... maybe try to appeal in via judo. now can only go serangoon, its only 20 bus stops from my house anyway. sigh. suay.

9

2006-02-09T18:46:00.000+08:00

I AM FEELING BLUE.

8

2006-02-01T21:20:00.000+08:00

ok, i am sick n tired of volleyball. y? cos everybody there lyke damn bochap lyke dat. I still dunno the teacher i.c, the members, the coach...kindda sad, duncha think? I mean, the only ppl i know, as in know is joel and munchee, and its lyke i noe em b4 i even heard of volleyball. i think the only senior i noe r edmund and joe, dats it. the j2s lyke ba wo men diu gae Edmund, n Edmund is kind of blurr. ok, not kind of, very. but at least he kares.the rest lyke damn cold towards us, and methink almost all the j1 in volleyball is there to see girlz and wud quit at the word go. i still dunno the trning times cos no one tells anyone, n presume we noe. I hink they are more busy with bullying edmund then bother w/ us. i think i quit n maybe join rugby or smthing, anything. At least i noe the rugby coach cos he bothers to talk 2 us... and i went for lyke 1 session, 2day, and lyke 4-5 sessions at v-ball. maybe cos sr volleyball team too good or smthing. watever the case, my stand will be dat if they cannot be bothered to tell me, i can't be bothered 2 find out. it makes life easier for us.

7

2006-01-28T13:10:00.000+08:00

The eve of Chinese New year's eve. Wat the eve of wat crap? This day somehow was more meaningful than previous years as well, our school let us have half-day( 9 something off liao!) as the new year eve was on a saturday and the principal wants us to go visit our sec school so cheers!
After a rather short but entertaining concert, ( nevermind wat they say, the high point of the show for me is the performance of the 5-year olds from the kindergarden...they were so cute!!!!!!!) Me and Cheng Yuan went back to SJI. We went to visit all the teachers and all our friends who bothered to turn up. ( 2 ppl actually pontang CJ and alot more pon PJC to pai nian as the respective schools were not kind enough to let them go off early so blah!)
After pai ing all the teachers, our teachers mr lam and mr lim treated allele, cheng yuan, me and stuart to subway...( mr lim gave $10 to the hat....... so actually mr lam treated us with mr lim contributing $10).
afterwards, i went to east coast for bbq. a series of miscommunication soon occured, causing me to leave house at 3 and reaching east coast at 6pm. 1st, Howard said meet him at toa payoh. but never say when, so presume was " now". 30 mins later, called him and him and he is still" on the bus".
Finally meet him after 5 more mins, he say munchee old him to meet at east coast parkway at 5. that somehow everyone will be meeting there. we reach parkway at 4:30, so we went for a drink. At 5:10 munchee called and said she was 20mins away...me and Howard than called chhonkeong , kim yip who said meet at mac's....we thought it was the one at parkway, cos muncheee said meet at parkway. Munchee arrived at 5:30all went to cross the road to mac's which was at parkway parade, only to find out no one was there and we were only meeting munchee and kim yip and james were at the east coast mac. * if you are confused by the text, so were me and howard. poor munchee, we could have killed her on the spot if not for the fact that its illegal and she is as confused as we were at that point of time....*
Any way, we called Daniel, cleared everything up, and left for east coast.
Overall, the bbq was fun, except for the occasional rain, and the constant complaining of a certain girl... we also actually planned to drown alan but had no time. Other than the food, which suxed......lol, everything else was fun.=)

6

2006-01-25T22:02:00.000+08:00

I feel sad

5

2006-01-19T20:03:00.000+08:00

I am addicted to judo. I knew it. 4 months have passed since my last training( the ones in december dun count coz i did not throw anyone, evryone threw me), and i am getting cold feet.
Judo is not like drugs, the withdrawal symptions come slow....real slow. It also comes gradually, and now I am feeling the full blast...man its crap! * pls note dat I am not crazy. pls also note dat i do not enjoy training. judo is not push-ups, sit-ups, 400 m around the track or arguing with yudon whether Harai is better or seoi-nage is better, neither is it randori with black-belts. Judo is whacking smaller people into pulp by rolling over them after u do a kata-guruma . by the way, the words in italics are not french but judo throws, and kata guruma is not equal to lifting the person up on the shoulder like a fireman...its throwing down.* ~i am coming after u algae....u juz wait... join judo, u siao issit?~ erhem...( clear throat, drink water, takes medicine) Sorry for my outburst, but I just needed to get that out of my head.
Anyway, back to the withdrawal part. I have been working in my head ways using judo techniques to kill anyone that gets in my way. most of the ways modified, some twisted, and one or two qualifies to be satanic in nature. I think i have formulated about 12 ways to kill Alan already, 8 to kill maybeline, 7 kay-heng, 3 the Gp teacher( shes good, but gps not my cup of tea, so i designed the moves specially so that they will only paralyse her for life) , 1 Timothy( nothing against Tim, he juz happen to be blocking my view during one of the talks...), and I could have gotten violent( real violent) against some of the stall tenders and that stupid cleaner who happen to be cleaning whichever toilet i was going to use...
But now its getting serious... i tried to throw a volleyball ( seoi-nage) , and did uchi-kumi with my school bag. I knew that I needed to seek professional help when I called my aunt who is teaching at Nyjc if they needed judokas. boy, am i desperate. Someone please call the ambulence... coz I am gonna impart a high dosage of violence to someone pretty soon ( most likely Algae, but u will never know...it could be u).....*Just to paint a picture, one of my techniques is a modification of tome-nage. But instead of b reaking balance and using my legs to push him upwards, I intend to overhead kick em on the groin ^only^, and he is suppose to fly*
JUDO RULEZ!!!! Fwahahahahaha!!!!!!* cough* ....wait a minute, why did i take asprin for?

4

2006-01-16T16:28:00.000+08:00

crap, pon talk kanna caught.

3

2006-01-14T11:25:00.000+08:00

Joined volleyball as CCA, dunno why and dunno how, juz signed up.... i guess the ppl at the booth talked me into it, or maybe its juz a rush of blood ( i have never touched a volleyball before let alone played it). I actually wanted to join something i am familiar with, there was no judo, so i thought abt joining hockey, but there was no hockey, soccer require shin pads so it was out. I had wanted to join rugby or canoeing but considering the high fatality rate of rugby and the fact that i am not a strong swimmer, i did not sign up for either. i guess i wanted to join a sport, but nuthin was intersting, saw volleyball, signed up.....wait a minute this is exactly the same thing dat happen to me when i signed up for judo, i liked the fact that training was on saturday, nvm the fact that i knew nuts abt judo (thought it involves kicking and punching). Gddamn it!!!can only choose one CCA and I blew it again.... nvr learn and I guess I nvr will. can someone remind me next time dat library the way to go, or the debate team since i talk so much...
Anyway, wats done cannot be undone, so i did research abt volleyball and this is what i found out...

1) it is a team sport, which means that if I screw up, alot more ppl will come after me.
2) it is a fusion of tennis ( hit ball over net) , badminton(cannot touch floor) and sepak takraw( except with hands hitting a much larger ball) it also involves a bit of greco-roman wrestling should collisions(heavy) between you and your teammate take place.
3) it requires alot of jumping and diving( kind of like a goalkeeper, trying desperately to keep the ball from reaching the ground) or pinball for dat matter. it also will require alot of tiger balm after each match.( collisions)
4) alot of training is required( gasp!)...tiger balm!!!
5) It is fun ( dats wat they said about all the crappy computer games anyway, so chill.)

Thus, I will be busy.

2

2006-01-07T11:26:00.000+08:00

Orientation in SRJC is like one humongous screaming contest, it is especially true for our groups ogl, and boy is she loud. Someone asked me is she pretty? i said yeah nice? yeah cool? yeah responsible? than if he could meet her.? i said u dun want to. coz she is too enthu. yup, i m tellling you, and one hell of a screamer. you shuld see her cheer, or rather, hear her cheer, which involves some high pitch screaming, jumping about, and one long ear-piercing screech at the end, boy does she have lungs. and to add to that, she is juz one of the many over hyper-active ppl running the orientation. poor neighbours of the school, i won't be surprise if some of them actually went away to the airport to escape the noise during these few days.
Anyway, besides the constant high-decibel screams that the coordinators emit from their mouths, the whole thing was actually quite fun, some quite sadistic, but fun nonetheless, eg.using a few straws and a spoon to construct a structure to scoop pingpong balls from a bucket 2m away. i also the fact that we must greet every single teacher or commitee members on the way, as they give pts.....life skills man! sucking up will get u far, so do the wave!... in fact i like all the activities,( dancing cheering, breaks) barr one.. the tresure hunt.. which involves one over zealous ogl, dragging a grp of disgunted, half-interested feashmen up and down the school, looking for clues no one gives a damn about. there was a campfire too, but the ogls( as big as they were enthu) keep jumping about in front of us, and we can't see a damn thing. but hack, we move to the hall as it rained and our visions were somewat restored. fun, the whole thing, but kindda draining to the mind, the soul and the ears

1

2006-01-04T18:01:00.000+08:00

New blog! yipee! it is finally done. sigh, done all editing on skin and it is ready to rumble the new year!